Days passed and everything seemed normal. Lanre and I went
on dates, Remi and I went shopping and had sleepovers. The only thing that
seemed out of place was kingsley. He seemed off since the party and it was impossible
to talk to him when Halima was constantly clinging to him. When I did get him
alone he was cold and closed up, nothing like my best friend. About 2 weeks
into school I got fed up of Kingsley's act. Early on a Saturday morning I stood
outside Kingsley's window banging on it. Kingsley pushed back his curtains and
threw open his window.
"WHAT?" He hissed. His hair was disheveled from
sleep and he was only wearing a pair of boxers.
I looked away from him and cleared my throat awkwardly.
"Uh Kingsley some pants maybe?"
He looked down and blushed. "Meet me outside." He
said and quickly closed his curtains.
I walked back to the front of his house and waited for him.
Kingsley came out, this time dressed, and walked over to me. "What do you
want Chioma?"
"I want to know what’s going on." Kingsley opened
his mouth but I cut him off. "And don't tell me nothing is going on
because I have known you for forever and can tell when something is up. You
have been acting so weird lately and I am worried about you."
Kingsley let out a sigh and sat down next to me. "It’s
my mom." He began looking at the ground. "She... she is sick... my
mom has cancer." kingsley let out a small sad laugh. "It's safe to say
I haven't been handling it well"
A lump formed in my throat. "When did you find
out?" I asked.
"The day after the party." Kingsley turned to meet
my eye. He looked so sad, so scared. "I don't know what to do." Tears
filled his eyes and he quickly wiped them away.
I threw my arms around him and he wrapped his around me and
started to cry. I had never seen him like this, it scared me. If cool, calm
Kingsley was breaking down then things must be really bad. "It's gonna be
OK." I whispered and pulled away to meet his eye. "I'm gonna be here
for you no matter what."
Kingsley took a deep breath and dried his eyes. "Thank
you Chioma, you really are the best. I have to go get ready for practice."
I nodded and walked him to the door. "Can we just keep this between
us?" He asked nervously.
"My lips are sealed." I replied with a smile.
"Bye." I gave him a hug then started to walk away.
"Chioma!" He called and I turned to face him. He
looked like he really wanted to tell me something.
"Yeah?"
"Never mind." With that he turned and went inside,
slamming the door as he went.
Remi and I went to shoprite and got frozen yogurt every Saturday,
it was a tradition. Remi always got vanilla with peanut butter chips and I got
vanilla with gummy bears, sprinkles and strawberries. It was safe to say I had
a major sweet tooth.
"You know what today is?" I asked her.
"Hmmmm presidents day?" She joked. "Sorry I
have no idea."
"A year and a month ago Lanre and I started going
out."
"Oh."
"Since I was in jand during our year anniversary we
decided we would just celebrate our year and a month."
"Are you sure he remembers? I mean guys forget that
sort of stuff."
"Not Lanre. He said he has something big planned."
Remi looked sort of put out. "Stop being jealous of my awesome boyfriend
and go talk to that dude, he has been checking you out"
"Excuse me?" I gestured to the guy who had been
checking her out for the last 5 minutes.
"Go talk to him!" I squealed.
"No thanks."
"Remi he is uber hot! Why not?"
"Because! If you think he is so hot then why don't you
go talk to him?"
"Cause I have Lanre, gosh Remi what’s your
problem?"
"You!" She yelled. "All you ever do it talk
about yourself or you and Lanre and I am sick of it!"
I just sort of stared at her, jaw dropped. I was shocked.
Lucky for me I got over the shock fast. "Excuse me? So I talk about my
boyfriend! That is 100% normal! I'm sorry you don't have one, have never had
one in fact, but don't take it out on me!" Remi glared at me then leaned
over the table and dumped her yogurt on my head. "Remi!" I screamed
jumping up. She seemed almost stunned by what she had just done, but she didn't
say sorry, no she just ran…
Lanre was late, an hour late. I was done waiting. I turned
on my computer and went to Skype. Of course he was on.
"Hey Chioma what’s up?" He asked with a smile when
the call connected.
"Oh nothing just really craving pepperoni pizza."
Lanre gave me an odd look then realized what I was talking about.
"Oh my God our date."
"Not just a date, our 13 month anniversary, the one we
were gonna celebrate since we missed our 12 month."
"Chioma Just let me get dressed and I will pick you up
and -"
"How did you forget?" I asked feeling close to
tears. You reminded me everyday that you
had something planned and now you don't even remember it? What changed?"
"Chioma I'm sorry, I just spaced. Please let me make it
up to you."
"Thanks, but no thanks."
"Chioma -" I hung up before he could finish. I
covered my mouth to suppress a small sob.
'Pull it together Chioma.' I told myself. 'So your best
friend dumped yogurt on your head and your boyfriend forgot about you. It can
always be worse, besides you still have Kingsley.'
I pulled out my phone and began to dial his number but
stopped. My problems where pathetic compared to his, if I called him I would
seem so dumb. I sat down on my bed feeling completely and utterly alone.
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